we are young...

Now I don't know who lives in the skin of my body ...
my mind and my heart have been very far from here ...
You waste my life into pieces so tiny
like the sweet stain of your stiff neck ...
I've returned here at my withered and imperfect life
with distant memories of millions of smiles ...
smiles which have ceased to exist
because my world is full of people who hate them
much as you seem to hate me at the moment
and I don't know why, but maybe you're thinking about me
maybe people are tired of listening to love songs
I know you wanted something else, but you found me
we find something irresistible but that ended ...
I still don't understand why you couldn't hear
what your body was screaming and my body maybe keep asking
I'm unable to delete so many memories
glances, words, hugs, kisses, millions of moments ...
and it hurts me to think that maybe you've done it already ...
since then, I feel small, stupid and despised
We don't know? Maybe we shouldn't have ever known ...
I hope you have better luck with your life than I've had with mine ...
bye bye...



many waters cannot quench love nor can rivers wash it away...
we are young...

**devylotik** (the other side of me...)